Yes I know it's been just about centuries since i've updated you or graced with my wonderful thoughts but i've been on a roller coaster this summer. It seems like summer school just started yesterday and then next week will be finals! But im definately ecstatic to get the hell outta here...for a month!
Well by my calculations when it come to my credit hours I have that there is only 22 more credit hours left for me to take which IM STOKED ABOUT! But like I have continued to say, there is always a surprise usually for an eager senior, so im trying to figure out now what that will be. But it seems so unreal and bittersweet. TRUST, im ready to be out but im scared of what the future holds and actually if ill be able to get away from KY. Ihave many plans...beginning with this internship with the University of Dreams. If I get this it will be EXCELLENT! It's the money tho, im freakin broke. But im gonna pray on that, then there is graduate school or my professional designation. Im looking at attending FIDM in Fall '10' but once again money is a major issue. The program of choice though is perfect for me.
Ill let you in first on what it is I wanna do. I want to style, whether is a fashion editor for shoots, a personal stylist, ill even be a buyer but yes something where I giving advice on what to wear and putting pieces together...that's what I do see, AND IM DAMN GOOD AT IT! But the Fashion Institute of Design & Merchandising offers a professional designatin in Visual Communications. This is a one year program which is perfect [straight to the point], I can get it and get out. It's just the money. Im worried and now trying to apply for scholarships but even that's a tough job. But I feel that if I have to take out a loan, I don't want to but this will be to get the proper tools ill need for a future in fashion which will guarantee me major cash flow to pay the loans off right!? HOPE SO! Because if I don't get any outside help from scholarships or winning the lottery that's what im doing, im getting the hell outta here. Simply relocating is not enough, I need fashion it's sort of my life.... So without the skills I earn at FIDM im nowhere but in a nasty fastfood resteraunt probably wearing a black apron, slip resistant shoes, and a bow tie. Can we say GROSS!!
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